Playtime

I turned my collection of thoughts into a play.  Think it worked out quite well.  Well, I hope it did.

Absolutely dreading going into work today but needs must needs must.  I've just thinking of it as ooh I get to earn some money today doing one of the easiest jobs in the world and that money will really help me out for my course in September.

I'm currently trying to focus all my energy on that, you see.  It started with me watching Legally Blonde the musical online and listening to the soundtrack half a dozen times.  When I need to feel motivated, I get 'Chip on my shoulder' playing and organise my study so I can be ready to take my notes and do work!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=niZta1nWUew

IT GIVES ME ENERGY!!

So, yeah.  I'm scared to go into work today.  Terrified.  Not of other people.  Of me.  Of doing something wrong.  I'm really very good at doing that.  But if I break something I can fix it.  If I upset someone, I can apologise.  If something goes wrong that I have no control over,  I can do my very best not to freak out.

Wish me luck.

xx