I let go of the pole

So yes that still basically sums up my feelings at the moment.  But I'm working on kicking through that.  

Last time I posted was last week when I said that I wanted to do an Inverted Crucifix, so I was very frustrated when I got to pole and found that I was struggling to get upside down.  I was strong enough.  I had enough stamina.  What I was struggling with was the fear of going upside down.  

It was very irritating.  I knew I could do it but whenever I started to get there I'd freak out and go back in to safety mode.  

Now in life I've had such problems before.  Really wanting to achieve new things and push myself but having a mental block that keeps me down.  So I try and remember the best things to do in these situations; and as soon as my mind wanders I flip upside down and do it.  

I guess I had the power all along.  

Onwards and upwards.  

xx